....................

Damned,

Doubting, i've said so many things and i don't know sometimes why i say them... i said see you soon to him and after that i wondered why i've said that... i would never be there again... and now it still irritates me why i've said it without thinking.. i really would be there again but i've nothing left there even if i thought i have, i should realise i don't have...

Again i know that i'm slipping away.. without faith, hope or a trusting heart.
It's hart trusting people, but it's even harder to deny trusting them. i've stopped talking.. are short about things and stuff like that..No i'm not happy, yes i'm missing something, no i don't know what.. yes maybe i need help.. no i can't take it will try on my own again first..

Just need to clear my mind, clear my heart, clear everything and start over again........ AGAIN


I just wonder why i always have to go on like this

MaVeJuH, man, 40 jaar

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