Adoori aarju..

Ek chehra jo hmesha shaam hote hi kuch gehri sochon me doob jata..khoi-khoi si aankhen,bikhre baal..jbt-e-gum ki jiti jaagti tsveer..uske chehre pe bikhri ek bejaan si mayushi..jaise use kisi ka intjaar ho..kisi apne ka jo bichar gya ho..whi ek chehra..whi ek aavaaj jisme usne apna sara wajood samet lia tha..jese uski aavaaj sunne ki aadat si ho gai ho..us ek aavaaj ki aarju dil me liye wo pl pl tkleef se gujaarti..jb raat aati to uski bechaini aur b bdhne lgti..halaat se mjboor vo us tk pahunch b nhi pati thi..jaise usse sare haq cheen liye gye ho..aaj b yhi aalam tha..usi ajab si kaifiyat me mubtela uski soch gehrane lgi,ek bdgumani si dil pe chane lgi jaise usko khone ka ehsaas uske dil ko tkleef de rha tha,aankho me aasu kaid kiye wo apne bdgumaniyo se ldne lgi..isi ehsaas me gum apne ko smjhati rhi thi ki uska ek aasu uski bdgumani par sq ki mohar lga dega..bs apne aapko hausla deker vo sone ki kosis krne lgi..ek dua uske dil se besakhta nikli ki ya khuda uske dil me meri chahat barkaraar rkhna..usko vapas aana hai har haal me..vo labo pr yhi baat liye us phone ko apne hath me liye ek hsrat se uski aavaaj sunne ki tlab liye sone ki kosis krne lgi..ye sochte hue ke wo aayega..kisi b keemat pr usse milne jaroor vapas aayega..raat k snnate me achanak ghanti ki aavaaj gunjne lgi..vo chaunk gai..kyoki usi ki doorbell bj rhi thi..bechain hoker usne paaglon ki trah drvaja khol dia..saamne vhi aavaaj vhi chehra tha..apne pyar ko dekhkar besakhta usse lipatkar rone lgti hai,jaise koi khwaab dekh rhi ho..kuch keh nhi pati..aankho se ask rwa hote hain..zajbaat k beintha sailaab ko rokna muskil to tha hi pr jehen ke is zbardst kaifiyat me vo behosh ho gai..kuch der baad jb usko hosh aaya to vahi junoon tari tha..uske ehsaas usse door jane nhi de rhe the..bs isi kaifiyat me uski bahon me simatne lgi..apne pyar ko apne paas mehsoos krke vo gehri nind me kho gai..uske sanso ki aawaaj,uske bahon ki giraft me wo apna vajood fir se khone lgi..aur so gai..Ek baar fir jor se ghanti bjne lgi,nind me aisa lga ki jese phone nhi hathauda uske sar pr bras rha ho..na chahte hue b phone ka javaab dene ki kosis ki..apni dost ki aavaaj sunke wo chauki.."UTH JA..SUBAH HO GAI HAI..MAI AADHE GHANTE ME PAHUNCH RHI HU..KYA ABI TK SAPNO KI DUNIA ME HO..?"..halki si muskurahat aur nind ki khumari me uske munh se nikla,"AAJ HAQIKAT TO MERE PAAS HI HAI"..aur apne pyar ko mehsoos krne ki kosis me apne hath se bister tatolne lgi..ki ek skta sa tari ho gya..bister pe vhi garm ehsaas tha jaise kisi ka vajood usse simat k so rha tha,lekin njar uthi to bister khali..ek skte ka aalam,diwaangi tari ho gai thi..sehmi si..lb b nhi khul rhe the..aur uski dost ki aavaaj jaise uske sare vajood ko bikher rhi thi.."YE KYA KEH RHI HAI TU!? USE TO MARE HUE KAI SAAL HO GYE HAIN..AB TU JAAGTE HUE B KHWAAB DEKHNE LGI HAI KYA..?? """WAKAI MAUT CHAHE INSAAN KI HO YA KHWAHISHON KI...BAHUT TAKLEEF DETI HAI...ADHOORI AARJU IK SARAAB KI TRAH WAJOOD ME BHATAKTI REHTI HAI....."""