Again

Again, the stupid tears..
They just keep on coming and I dont know why.
I want the tears to dissapear,
The pain to go away.
But they dont...
They dont go away, they dont dissapear.
No, they keep on existing...
AND I HATE THAT.

Let it go away..
I will do everything to be that normal girl..
I wish I'd never known this pain
Although it makes me how I am
I dont want to know it...

Some say you have to know pain,
Before you can really enjoy the life...
But I hate this pain,
And what if I won't enjoy my life.
What if i keep existing like this...?
Just pain in my life..

I know i'm lieng,
Sometimes I enjoy my life
But I dont want to see it..
I'm just blind...
Blind for the great things in my life..
Instead I often see the bad things..
The things that make me cry..
The things that make my heart break..

And the great things are right in front of me...

*cinta*, vrouw, 35 jaar

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