Breaking the habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I'm hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight


Faint_______________________________________
I am
a little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact
that everybody can see these scars
i am
What I want you to want
what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
to just believe this is real
So I
let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got

I can't feel
the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I am
a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can
but sometimes I don't make sense
i am
what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
for once just to hear me out
So I
let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

Now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel
the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel
dont turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored


Numb______________________________________
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you

Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste
Is more then I can take

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be




*Ff een expressie van mijn gevoel..
Zoals gewoonlijk..
Maar ditmaal verwoord door Chester en Mike van LP
Ik kon dit zelf nu niet onder woorden brengen..
Dus dan maar zo..

Ooh,
wat ben ik weer onorgineel.. *zucht*
Ik weet 't,
sorry*