bye bye dear friend

i think you just lost me
how i do not want this to happen
i think you just lost me

so selfasured
so confident in things you have no clue about
so disrepectful towards a friend
but you would think likewise

like i don't know what growing up is like
like i don't know what feelings are
like i don't know the consequences of certain actions
god forgive my bluntness and pain
as if i did not experiment
as if i never had doubts

you claim i have put you in a cage
that i put you in a box
but who is being called the parent here ?
who is the one who has seen live ?
i have the background
i have the experiance
not that you need that
not that you want to know
you want to make some mistakes
please do

but i can not watch it
i will not watch it
i have pain enough in my life

you should try to learn to live with yourself as you are
respect and accept who and what you are
but all you do is to fight your self
and me and friends

i will no longer fight you
i never fought you
maybe i tried to teach you
but it came as if i preached to you
i know i am wrong in that
i try to be less like that
but you wont let me learn
you have put me in a box
where i can not turn

i have put you in a box
the box you belong in
so that i could not fall in love
so that you would not feel threatend
and it worked
and it backfires

i have no feelings of desire for you
no more, i did have them
but when i put you in the box
as you asked of me
to see you like that
it went all right
untill you started to regret
me putting you in a box
by your request

i don't know how to deal with this
but i am sure that you do
well plan your course
do what you feel is right
slowly i will disapear
and fade away
broken
but then again
that is nothing new to me

oh how good the summer was
how good we felt
all gone and wasted
in a stupid argument

bye bye dear friend
my little sister
we can not come to terms any more
and it makes me sad
sweet dreams little sister
hope they do work out your way
hope you wont regret the steps you take
because then you will end up
just like me
and that is
what frightens me the most