life s pretty fucked up..
sometimes...
i feel i can't do anything right..
sometimes...
can't feel your love..
can't be what you deserve..
fucked up in mind..
fucked up in behaviour..
fucked up in everything i am..
just searching for what's missing
not thankfull enough for what Is here..
just egoism that's leading me..
can't be what i want to be..
can't feel the kind off happyness,
when i don't feel emotions,
can't make people happy..
when i'm weak...
i just don't know what to do.. anymore..
leave or stay.. it will hurt both..
feel the love.. but..
chance of succes..?
i don't know..