Can't Believe

I can't beleive its nearly been a whole year since my grandad passed away to lung cancer. No one can imagine the pain my family and I go through each and every day. Why did it have to happen to you Grandad? Why not someone else? I know, I get it im just angry and upset. You were so young when you left. You NEVER know what's around the corner. ANYBODY can go at any time, But this time it was you . I Miss you sooooo much. I miss all those jokes. I miss your sense of humor. I miss you being around.

If I had the chance to change anything I would. I would change the fact that all those days when you always made the effort to see me, I wish I had done that more for you, even before the cancer and I am going to have to live with that for the rest of my life, the regret of not making an effort with you when I had the oppertunity to do so. Now its way to late, I ran out of time.

But its not too late to make an effort with gran, and thats what im going to do.


Love youu lots grandad.

P.S im so gonna make you proud, like I promised in my letter that you took upto heaven with you