choise

I saw many things in my life,
Good things and bad things.
But none where as strange as things I could do.
And this is only the beginning.

Curious I am to see how far i can go,
Maybe gain the power to give life,
but then also the power to end it.
Maybe get the abillity to read minds,
but then also the power to destroy them.

Stil I want to learn because I am curious,
Ofcourse I want to do good,
but maybe I'll do evil.

Not because I want to.
Not because I have to.
But because I choose to.

Why I do not know.
Maybe because the situation,
or maybe because I can't control.
That the responsabillity is to great,
or the temptation to big.

I now have to choose;
to stop exploring my powers,
or to begin and try understand what I can do.

Whatever I choose,
I am afraid to hurt my friends,
relatives and other inocent people.

Afraid of what I might become if evrything goes ill.