choking in my own world

Delicious mouth running through my veins spits on the graves
Seeds the most neurotic vicious frantic kills
Find the hole in my head and plant it full sadistic memories
Evil demon days coming to me I don’t know to be

The most fucked up mindblowers come and see my eyes
I laugh at them telling lies in this world full sighs
Leash me in a room full of darkness where the moon never comes
I want freedom and not something dumb

Delicious eating mind carnivores come and rip my inner self
I don’t want to be done for this time here in this strange looking future
I have no bloody nothing
It’s bleeding my cuts in my soul the stars are hidden and moon is tortured

This dark world gives me creeps help me save my self
Fooled myself to dream and now stuck in this fucking shit
I can’t get out or I am just imagining
Controlling my dreams can’t be something else

These kinds of monsters scare me that I piss in my pants
I want to be free in a rose garden running to my love
But here stuck screams and blood
Done my dreams are nightmares

The other side of life is much simpler yet much easier
Get me out of this sick neurotic breathtaking life
Every night I have to survive give me time
F.I.N.E
Fucked Up Insecure Neurotic Exile
I can’t breathe
Choking in my own little dark world..

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