Locked up in my feelings
scared of what will come
never knowing what it will bring me
scared of what will come
never dare to get interfeerd whit the one i love
cuz i'm so damn afraid
it's just helpless
it just seems like it's never the right time
to get more serious
love to and for love
but also so entirely scared
it feels like i'm never ready to commit
to some one like you,
ore anyone els
love,... it's just so unbelievelly frightening to me
it's like a spell taking over me
saying i can never have luck in love
cuz my fear of it will always take over me
and everything within me
so i never can get in a relation
i love love, and to be in love
but it just frightening to be,
that i simply cant put myself open for it.
love is a beautifull thingbut at the same time a bad spell to me
mirjam