fool

it's like i'm screwing up everything lately!
i can't seem to make a singel damn thing really work!
when thinks go just fine i make a stupid mistake and screw it up!
i wish i had stayd instead of see friends over there!
cuz actually i missed you right away!
and felt sick when i was whit those friend, cuz i knew i should have stayed with you!

i feel so messed-up whit myself,
and life seems to be a living hell!
where everything i do is wrong
but i try to stay strong
and keep smiling on and on!
i may enjoy a half houre of a day!
and be truely glad whit how i am.
this weekeind was difrent,
i actually really enjoyd mysellf,
and than i hated it that tim flew by.
but now i'm at home again.
siting on my one
feeling stupid for what i did!
for the last 30 minutes,
all i wanted to do is cry or be whit you.
but i'm not with you, and i've got no clue where you are
all i know is that you probably won't let me stay
cuz you will go to bed and have some sleep
and cry, that's one thing i can't seem to do anymore
even when i feel tears burn after my eye's
they won't come out.
maby 3 but that;s really it!
god damnid i feel such a fool!
why do i seem to get punishd for something
that i did not do.
the punishment of never really being happy,
to never have any luck, and have to fight for every singel thing i want
and than to see and feel it slipping tru my fingers, and nothing i can do about it!
what did i do to disurve this?

19 nov 2006 - meld ongepast verhaal
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