Hope remains

My husband woke up rubbing on my back, he wanted to cuddle. I asked him why and he said that he felt like he did something wrong. I told him the things he said to me weather he wanted to hear them or not. It always bothers him when he flips out on me and the next day I tell him all he said to me.(has not happened since last Easter) I use to not tell him or I would stop telling him the things he said, but not anymore. If he says them he can hear them. Please don't get me wrong I am married to a wonderful man who provides for his family and loves us so much. I think he was under conviction last night, and the devil was trying to break me down. Well he got some tears out of me, but that's all he gets. That's alright I go through these things to strengthen me and I will trust in my Lord Jesus always. Surely it is for my benefit that I suffered such anguish. In your love you have put all my sins behind your back Isaiah 38:17