I did nothing

NOTHING

The endless thinking
The mind out of control
The unavoidable sinking
Into the darkest holes

I can't reach out - my hands are paralized
All I can do is stare out, mesmerized
Somehow it came to me like a surprise
'Though I saw it coming just like every time

It's a part of me
And I don't want it
It's a part of me
I can't remove
It's a part of me
Killing the good parts
It's a part of me
I can't avoid

All the unconsious rejections
All the things I could have done
All the transparent reflections
Of a life that never began

I can't remember what I used to do
All my lies cover the things that are true
Somehow it makes me sore and bruised
It kinda makes me wonder if I'll ever get through

It's a part of me
And I don't want it
It's a part of me
I can't remove
It's a part of me
Killing the good parts
It's a part of me
I can't avoid

In my head I've tried everything I could
But I can't hide away from the truth:
I did nothing

12 jan 2006 - meld ongepast verhaal

Lisonja, vrouw, 38 jaar

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