I have no words.

Why is it when you are the most depressed, you dont even know why, and your only excuse is things that are to small to even matter, but to you they mean everything! I never have a good solid reason for when I am depressed. Just that I am sad. But also it is because of all the shit that has been building up over the past. I feel this pain everyday, I just feel alone. And I can never get rid of it. It drives me up the walls. I keep expecting to go crazy cause that is how it seems. I just dont know what to do. Nothing is working. Sometimes I just wish I could disappear, I feel like people would be more happy if that happened. Nothing like feeling unwanted everywhere you go...