I'm not crazy...
The voices inside my head tell me not to talk to psychiatrists.
And now I'm back from a party and want to go to bed where she
has to get out of right about now. While I've been dancing with
the punks of the town she's been dreaming about life. We were
singing lullabies about how people are and shouldn't be, about
all the strange folk that walk around these days. And she was
dancing in her mind, while the rain of ideas fell upon her. While
she was caressed by the new found glories we were drinking
and moving our bodies, by the ways our minds moved as we
listened to the folklore. Her day starts while mine just ended.
While I can finally sleep and dream away my sorrow, she has
to get ready for work.
..for I am lonely and sick.
And now I'm back from a party and want to go to bed where she
has to get out of right about now. While I've been dancing with
the punks of the town she's been dreaming about life. We were
singing lullabies about how people are and shouldn't be, about
all the strange folk that walk around these days. And she was
dancing in her mind, while the rain of ideas fell upon her. While
she was caressed by the new found glories we were drinking
and moving our bodies, by the ways our minds moved as we
listened to the folklore. Her day starts while mine just ended.
While I can finally sleep and dream away my sorrow, she has
to get ready for work.
..for I am lonely and sick.
18 dec 2005
- meld ongepast verhaal
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mahakala
zondag 18 december 2005 12:30
why not have returned earlier ?
why not share the good dreams with her ?
if you are not crazy then why shy the pro-help ?
you have got nothing to lose
when days are not inline
how can the mind be ?
i have found that the professional talks do not make so much problems
nor does it change the mind
the goal is to change behaviour, and i found that friends did not help in that nor can i change it myself, a professional can see with different eyes and give other advise without the love tainted words friends have
if it helps ?? i am not that far, but it does have a feeling that you can ventilate without guilt of bothering those you love
you can party with punks, but sleeping together with one you love should be priority for her but surely for your mind and peace in mind
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