I'm tired of

I know how it feels,To sit on the edge of your bed head in your hands,Wishing it would all just end....

I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of feeling worthless.
I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people.
I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of wishing I could start all over. I'm tired of not being able to just let go.
I'm tired of faking it. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of needing help.
I'm tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy. Most of all, I'm just I'm tired of being tired.

Just because I can force a smile doesn’t mean I'm happy,and just because I can fake a laugh doesn’t mean I'm okay.


liefs Eddi

ladyE, vrouw, 35 jaar

• O 30 okt 2013 Minuut te lang.
• O 05 nov 2012 'Woorden raakten op, gevoelens gingen spreken.'   ( 2 )
• O 05 nov 2012 words
• O 05 sep 2012 tijd is ontastbaar ,maar niet omkeerbaar
• O 21 apr 2012 scarss
• O 15 apr 2012 hoe eerder..
• O 15 apr 2012 respect
• O 15 apr 2012 lang geleden
• O 15 sep 2011 En toen voelde je niks
• O 23 jun 2011 Gevangen Zielen
• O 16 jun 2011 proloog
• O 21 mrt 2011 sterkk
• O 07 mrt 2011 Roept
• O 19 jan 2011 Whatever it takes..
• O 24 dec 2010 Every Day.