believe me, I tried.
I tried to let him listen,
I tried to have faith,
I tried to believe,
but I just can't do It anymore..
I don't have enough strength anymore,
I'm up, I can't do it anymore..
I tried for years,
I tried for years,
but it didn't work.
so I give up..
my energie is up..
I tried but now I'm done trying.
I am gone..
Not here for them anymore..
I am searching for the light,
the light that gives me.
faith, hope, answers and the energie,
to go on..
I am searching,
searching for the light..