If only I could

You know that I would, if only I could.

I would give you the life you wanted. I'm trying my best, give you as much as I can, but I kinda notice that my own life is struggling. It's hard you know, but it has two sides. It's double. And I can't seem to find my way out, as I'm living this way already for a very long time. Not much has changed. I'm not living the way I would have if you were okay. I'm pressing wishes and puberal longings away, just so you won't have to worry about anything more than you're already worrying about. I'm me, with an aliensuit on. I don't even think I would recognize myself.

As I said, it has two sides, but at this point, the darker side is creeping up on me. Don't you worry, the bright side will return eventually, I'm sure, it's just a thick cloud hovering above me. Above us, perhaps. It's all very double.
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