En wat als? Ik zat in het de avondzon bij de treinen. En zag ze allemaal lekker rijden. Iedereen met een bestemming Een doel? Zo graag, Stapte ik naar binnen. Stapte ik uit mijn leven. Opnieuw Ergens.
But ofcourse im weak
So I have been hanging out down by the train's depot. No, I don't ride. I just sit and watch the people...there. They remind me of wind up cars in motion. The way they spin and turn and jockey for positions. And I want to scream out that "It all is nonsense!" "Are your lives one track?" and "Can't you see how it's pointless?" But just then, my knees give under me, my head feels weak And suddenly it's clear to see it's not them but me Who's lost my self-identity, as I hide behind these books I read While scribbling my poetry, like art could save a wretch like me With some ideal ideology that no one could hope to achieve. And I am never real, it's just a sketch in me And everything I made is trite and cheap And a waste...of paint...of tape...of time.