just another day

Woke up today with a panic attack. Had trouble breathing all morning, hyperventilated during my gym final so afterwards I blacked out. Went to band, and I had to improvise, panic attack in that class too, with teacher screaming at me because I panicked and couldn't do my solo because I absolutely suck. Worst part is, all my classmates laughed at me. All of them. Even my fucking best friend. Then as I was walking home my other best friend made it clear I'm just a loner and don't try hard enough. I almost fainted walking home too. And then I came home to my mom screaming. I'm just tired of all of this. I wanted to cut..
But, 6 days clean.

-Opal
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