Just when things are starting to look up...

I start to get excited about life and then BAM.
it kicks me on my ass again.
Chem test went horrible.
Got an F.
My mom comforted me a lot this afternoon when i called to tell her.
Thank God I have her.
I guess as long as i survive the class and get good grades in my other classes i should be ok.
I'm tired of feeling like the only person that doesn't have a bf.
I just want somebody to text all day and get excited to see whenever i can.
I have a way of picking horrible guys so i'm hoping things go better next time around.
If i ever get another guy..
Well going to have dinner with a friend in a little bit.
Crossing my fingers that it goes well and that she can't tell i've been crying all afternoon about how big of a disappointment my chem test was.