late night... can't sleep... broken heart...

how do I have to handle?
I think i'm the lowest shelf again.
I'm hurting myself again...
not just cutting,
I lurned from a friend of mine...
he does it too...
but doesn't like it that I do it.
I'm confused about it,
I smell like shit.
I'm not just a girl from thirteenyears old
and I don't live in apeldoorn!
that's al lie's
all of them...
most people know me...
but there are just a few people reading my lyrics.
feelin sad... broken heart today..
broke up with my girlfriend
yes I died inside
with not knowing what's on the otherside...
felt again in the well of mine.
i'm sleepless...
had a lot of sleepless nights
listning to 80's rock
I want to die
and that's really fucked up.
talkin' like; wassup?
it's late in this eavening.
knowing people will laugh about me...
feelin' broken...
going to school again tomorrow...
Like to see me ex-girlfriend again...
shown how fool i was...
can't explain the feeling that i feel
i'm sure that this isn't for real.
"Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea.
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over..."
that's of a friend of mine...
he helps me a lot...
jorty16 is the only person i've got.
he's te one i can thrust
the only one...
I try to sleep now
it's getting late...
see you...
care bout you
cry bout you
and i do love you...

-<|jaq|>-
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