Leaving behind

2012.
A new year.. A new start
A chance to start all over
En leaving things behind.

Leave the things or people who hurt me a lot behind.
For me?? One guy in particular. 
I waited 7 months because he wanted but couldn't yet he said
Well 6 weeks ago i told him that i thought that it wouldn't work out.
That we couldn't get it into relationship together. 
He was so devastated. He tried to get me back for two weeks.
Eventually i gave in. I wanted him back as well. And i told him that.
But he was already trying to get together with tis other girl. So here i am left behind. 
But im going further. I don't want him to have control over my life
December 31st he asked me if i was oke with him being involved with that girl.
I wasn't but i said i was. Because if i said that i wasn't we would have the biggest fight we ever had
He also said that he still got some feeling for me and if he'd saw me that those were going to get stronger again
I think that's unfair for the girl he's dating with now.
So i told him he wouldn't be seeing me for a while so we both can deal with these feelings
But im want to try to leave this al behind me.
Im not saying that i will succeed.
But i try

A happy 2012 guys