Verhaal wat ik geschreven heb, reacties zijn altijd welkomSometimes people think I'm just a girl who's always
smiling and just being
happy.
But it's not... just not...
No, so much people are feeling down a little bit sometimes, and so do I.
Only I don't want people to see me like that. So I wear a mask. To hide me behind my story's.
My mask means
weakness,
sadness and
tears.
And if I look in the mirror I see a little girl with the sunshine in her green eyes. She's
playing, and
smiling...
She's happy.Then she sees me and walk to me, and she asks me the same question as always:
"It hurts to be a big girl, don't it?"And I see the fear in her eyes. Her eyes don't shine anymore... No, not anymore.
Tears fill her eyes, and mine's too. I want to comfort her.
But she runs away, beacuse she sees & knows it hurts to be a big girl!
And she's afraid of it!
She don't want to grow up!
She don't want to become a big girl!
She don't want it!
And if she wasn't my mirror image I don't know if I cared so much.
But I always realize that that little girl is me.
And if I realize it, my eyes fill with tears. Then I look in the mirror again.
I see myself again and think; maybe if I was...
Just a little bit stronger
Just a little bit wiser
Just a little less needy
Maybe I'd get there...
Just a little bit pretty
Just a little more aware
Just a little bit thinner
Just a little bit better
Mabye I'd get there...