love

i has gotten to my attention that people nowadays are to inpatiant for love
well most humans do not even feel love
and do go in to relationships
(they do feel love but fear it soo much)
i has also gotten to my attention that love is secondairy these days
it is ego pride and greed that come first
love is but a feeling of luxury to most
it isa thing of the past
yet they claim so much about love
and do not even live up to love
no it is lust and greed to please ego

well hell why should i care
stupid humans
but i do
and i do because i love
while i know
you would not
and you would say it out loud and proud
you dare to speak of hate and love
yet you have no clue of the deep feelings
and the consequences
no it must be fast and simple
and then they come to ask
"how can it be that no one stayes together anymore ?"
well it is simple as your human interpertation of love
one can not stay with the other because it was not based on pure love
it was comfort and reliance
but love was fading love was not real in abundance
and the most loving act of those relationships are
the seperation,
the utmost action is to love each other and learn to feel the love together
but that is what you think of as utopia
well maybe it is
but if you don't try ?
what does it mean ?
you don't give a fuck about love
it means it is comfort of ego and simple desire
fear of hurt
love is there to get hurt
because it is the only way to feel love
in hard times
run from hurt and you will run from love
never to feel the true feelings
the true emotions
because all there is left for you
are stupid games and ego trips
and just a little more hurt
when you feel real love
but the other uses you for a game
well hell it is up to you
i will just not be a part of it
i hate the games
and am ashamed i sometimes play them
i am ashamed
because i love
and hate to hurt any one
without just cause !

people devorce out of love
because there was a moment of realisation
that there was just to little love
or ego and greed formed the better part
or even worse
some one better came along
(to play with)

i hate myself
for telling you this
but everyone is doomed
for we fear hurt
and we deny the value and wisedom of love