Loveletter

Mn eerste entry... if you don't mind.. Ill write in easy English It aint that hard just read hehe...
Well As you see I am Greenleaf, if you want to know more about me, just read my profile.

Anyway Ill try to give you an update on my life from time to time.
The day before yesterday, I sent my boyfriend my nametag. He was so happy with it, omg that is so cute. Then, in the evnening, he couln't find it anymore and he was so stressed... I was kinda happy, he let me know I am so colse to his heart ect.
My boyfriend is from the UK, thats why we have a more or less... internet relationship.

So then today arrives. I am in the middle of my exams and I received a letter form my friend's cousin. He is from the Philipines and he want to have a Dutch penpal to fall in love with. I wrote him that I already had a boyfriend (we are together now for 8 months) and his heart broke.
He wrote me (I quote):
I'm so sorry that I haven't wrote you a letter for such a long time, but I hope you understand my reasons. After I heard you have a boyfriend, I stopped writing, because I always get hurt in love. Your letter made me feel so bad... I hated it when I heard you have aboyfriend. I hope he will always give you all his love and if he doesn't then I will. I know you won't give me a chance in your heart, but please try, Love, from my devoted heart, I love you so much bye...
Don't forget about my secret love...

Yep... so this is what you get hehe... I know, I could have told him earlier, but i didnt know I had such a big impact. I mean... I have never seen the guy in real life, how could he fall in love with me?
I don't want him to stop writing by the way... I like receiving long letters full of crazy things. He writes me about his school and he is trying so hard to live a good life.
Every letter again, he makes me realize in a way, that I should be happy with the life I have, all the opportunities I have. He is dying to go to University, and for me it's a logical thing, after my VWO.

Well... that is about it... for the loveletter.
If you don't mind, I am going to complain about... my boyfriend. Yesterday I talked to his cousin (who is my friend) and she asked me how things were and if we were still together. I said yes, I didn't really get into the subject. Anyway.. I tell my boyfriend about her the next minute and he gets all affraid.
He was like.. "damn you! why did you told her that, she chats too much." He didn't want his parents to know about me . I hate that. I mean... you don't have to tell everything, but you don't have to hide it all right?
He never talks to his parents by the way, they don't know anything about him. They don't know he hates his life and that he holds on to me like I am everything. He told me he would be nowhere without me...
Charming in a way.. Girls dream about that, but what if ur boyfriend is 500km away? and you can never help him in the way he needs it?
It's breaking me up sometimes, but after all... I do believ he is my soulmate and that is enough really

Ill write more about me soon,
Love, greenleaf