Make up your fucking mind

So this is it, what am I going to do? Accept that you are a loser, so everyone can see how easily you've given up? That's not the way I want my life to end, I couldn't possibly forgive myself; I can't fucking give up that easily.. What about the people that still have faith in me? She, My Parents, everyone at school, friends... I can't simply give in to the fact that I'm weak right now. Fight back! Fight like you haven't done before. Fight back this depression.

DO NOT GIVE IN, you're way better than that. You're stronger that anything you've ever faced. So this is not something I can't overcome. Just put your fucking mind to it. It's just time to do stuff instead of pretending you have been doing stuff, this is not the way I can live my life. And dying is not going to be an option, who the hell would love you if you're dead... 'She' wont love you if you're dead. Besides it'll just tear her apart and I wouldn't allow anyone else to hurt her... So I can't hurt her like that myself.

Just fucking do stuff stop being a bitchy weakling, and stand up.. Make it happen, it'll be better all along, I know that! For the sake of 'She' and everyone else that cares about me, and I know enough people do. JUST FUCKING DO IT.

JUST GET OVER IT.


Mensen, ik moest deze motivatie voor mezelf schrijven. Het spijt mij als dit niet het verhaal is wat je had willen lezen,

Me.