meaningless

that would be the discription of my life

i know a lot of people would say that is not true
or that i should stop being such a drama queen

what ever you want........

my life is meaning less, most of the things i have to say can and should be said by others
most of my work in life can be done better by others
every thing can be done by others, i am not of any meaning

remove me from the equation, then not much would change
some one will fill the void i leave,
and void is the biggest overstatement i can think of

people that love me well they will miss me
but then again, is not that a great gift
because now i am meaningless
a down broken sick unemployed fool

i am replaceable
just one in a 6 billion
and you got enough of them

i am meaningless,
'cause the things i could give meaning to are cheap
unwanted, things you care less about
i can analize, but who wants that ?
you should only analize when you have a study in your pocket
and made a name for your self, not a fool out of yourself
people care not for human life
yeah they do, only when it might or does hurt

people just don't give a fuck
when i make one mistake, i can fuck up everything in my life
when some bigshot high roller politician makes a mistake which causes people to die and get killed
they get a bag full of money and a firm handshake
same goes for other high rollers in bussiness
do they care ?
do they matter ?
they do, cause they influence your life, i do not, so i do not get payed
any one can drive a forklift, at least that is the opinion
but they don't get payed for mistakes they make
they get sacked
simple as that

teachers make mistakes all the time
advertizing the truth they sell
i have found no truth in education
nor in finance

we are raised to be good, and keep our thoughts small
even the high educated people have small thoughts in general
otherwise we would not have had this sociaty in this structure
kim yung il has deeper thoughts than most, and he is one of the worst
not because he is bad, but because the others judge him that way

all the religious people have small thoughts,
they let god do their thinking for them
but they are full of judgemental thoughts, ruling the world they live in (consequentially our world aswell)
guess they don't believe in god that much, or read the books that well
otherwise we would not judge one over the other....

my life is meaningless
because of my thoughts
or the lack of thinking done by the ruling class
or should it be the lack of truth in sociaty
no i will go with you on this one
because i just plain suck for no other aparent reason

still i contemplate to take the world by storm...