MOM,Being a bitch 2(Thinking about suicide again)
Okay so yeah,I'm having a really great monday,but my mom is not.She's like really fucking sad about the fucking voting in her work
cause they lost,is there anything we have to do with that?Are we like even involved with that shitty voting thingy? I mean like why
would she gets angry easily when we do something wrong and that cause of their losing at voting in her work.FUCK MY LIFE.yes,FUCK
MY LIFE.This is how hard my life is.I HATE MY MOM.Okay go hate me for hating my mom,but one thing,I really don't know my mom,and
neither she does to us.We only known for like 2 years and a half,I don't care if she's the one who get us out of this world,I don't care
if she race us by sending us money from other country to our back home.When we came here I thought she would be nicer than my
dad.I WAS WRONG.Well,okay in my back home,when you graduated there you wouldn't live great as here to this country I'm staying
right now.But,I would say I have a fucking like a hell-life here with my mom. I thought she'd loved us,I thought she'd buy us everything
we want,I thought I would live with here peacefully. What happened is opposite.Tonight,did you know what she had just done to me?
Did she even realize what she had said to me?Did she?or she's just being really fucking obnoxious.Okay,so I was going downstairs
because I was gonna get a glass of milk before I go to sleep and she asked me to get the other home phone, so I went upstairs
again.Looking through where is the home phone, went to my room,nope,went to my brothers,nope,and I went to my moms,yes!and I
got it.Check if it is full charged,but it wasn't so anyways I brought it to her.I told her that "Oh,it's not fully charged I just checked it."
What did she do?What?What?She almost throw the phone at me.ALMOST,I was gonna ask her why didn't she continue,so I be just
dead,and lived happily ever after."WHY DIDN"T YOU CHARGED IT?!!,were you using it!" she yelled at me."OH MY GOSH,It was in your
room." I argued back, "EVEN THOUGH!I know you were using it,don't fooled with your words!!" she even yelled at me louder.So,what
did I do? I told her again,that the home phone is in HER ROOM.Okay I sigh so heavy and get my glass of milk,I went up,and I showed
some annoyance by closing my door that she could here it from down stairs.AHA! yes I could here her feet going up stairs talking to
someone."Hey hold on hold on" she told someone on her phone.I heard a knocked on my door,then BAM! I saw her face with full of
angryness and told me that "YOU SHOULDN'T DONE THAT!YOU NEED TO RESPECT ME!" then I closed my door,and by the same time,
I told her that her home phone once again is in her room,and gave her a really heave sigh.Okay let's go back from what she just said
to me."YOU NEED TO RESPECT ME",umm okay mom? I need to respect you while you don't even showed at least one respectful
thing to me? Oh okay,so that's how your rules here in your house? Respect me but you'll never respect us?So what is this?Your our
GOD?LORD?A QUEEN? WHAT tell me? You think I didn't get hurt by what you just said.Yes I did,so that's why AGAIN I thought about
killing myself,I mean it's really easy to kill myself but it's so hard to deal with people in reality. I'm so fucking tired.
CrayGirl26, vrouw, 42 jaar
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