never again
you stole my heart
even thoug i didn't knew
and now your breaking it.
and it hurts like hell
i feel like crying,
i feel like going to sleep forever
i feel like i could die
and i feel so damn insecure
tears in the corner of my eyes
but they just won't seem to roll down
it hit me like a smack in the face,
the one you don't see comming
i miss you!
i need you
i want you
i think i'm loving you
and now i finally want to admit that,
your taken, gone, not availible
and so it seems again
when i try to be open and soft,
i get my heart broken again.
i want to crawl back in my shell
where i'm safe from everything
even thoug that's not the right thing to do.
how will i ever get out of this down wards spiral,
how will i ever dare to be vonreble again?
damn it, i hate to have feelings!
never again i want to feel again,
live like a zombie,
like i do everyday
at school and at home
put on a mask,
so no one can see the real me,
or get close to me,
let allong hurt me!
next thing i know
i'm caught up in an other flirt again
in surge for some acceptation, regignition, conformation and love.
it's for al the wrong reasons
and totally the wrong way.
but it's my way,
it works for me
wrong, oh so wrong!
but it covers up my deepest emotions.
the things i will never show anyone!
never again!
even thoug i didn't knew
and now your breaking it.
and it hurts like hell
i feel like crying,
i feel like going to sleep forever
i feel like i could die
and i feel so damn insecure
tears in the corner of my eyes
but they just won't seem to roll down
it hit me like a smack in the face,
the one you don't see comming
i miss you!
i need you
i want you
i think i'm loving you
and now i finally want to admit that,
your taken, gone, not availible
and so it seems again
when i try to be open and soft,
i get my heart broken again.
i want to crawl back in my shell
where i'm safe from everything
even thoug that's not the right thing to do.
how will i ever get out of this down wards spiral,
how will i ever dare to be vonreble again?
damn it, i hate to have feelings!
never again i want to feel again,
live like a zombie,
like i do everyday
at school and at home
put on a mask,
so no one can see the real me,
or get close to me,
let allong hurt me!
next thing i know
i'm caught up in an other flirt again
in surge for some acceptation, regignition, conformation and love.
it's for al the wrong reasons
and totally the wrong way.
but it's my way,
it works for me
wrong, oh so wrong!
but it covers up my deepest emotions.
the things i will never show anyone!
never again!
26 nov 2008
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