New start...

I recently moved to Florida... I feel like a totally stranger here but at the same time I feel like I'm finally home...

I open this dairy because I wan't to express all my toughs, worries, happiness and fights. I don't write since February 12, 2009... I stop doing it because it hurts me... I can deal with the pain... I can deal with the loss... That car accident take away from me so many things, not only material things...It took from me my essence... The real me... Instead it left an insecure girl, not happy anymore by the way she looks...

Is been a long time since the accident... and I don't know why but all my life in Puerto Rico was a mess since that day... I took the worst decisions of my life... Feeling empty inside is not a good feeling, looking for someone to love when I was so empty inside... Big mistake... I learn so many lessons...And I don't want that to repeat those things here in Florida...I moved here...Far away from what I was used to, far away from my enemies, friends, lovers...and most important insecurity and blame...

I wan't a new beginning for my life and I think that writing everything that I feel is the best way to start...Because writing always make me feel free...