Oh Life..

Well I'm worried about the Chemistry test that i just took.
Lets hope God was with me and helping me guess answers!
I can't get Pat off my mind.
He is absolutely perfect for me.
Everything I could ever want on a check list, and he's got everything.
Which includes a girlfriend...
It totally bums me out.
She's much skinnier than me but she isn't very pretty.
They've broken up before but they also have history which slims my chances even more.
He seems like such a sweetie and kind of acts like he's interested but he's such a gentleman that he won't make a move or even text me unless i text him first.
I suppose i'll just sit back and hope that their relationship self-destructs.
I've been single for so long now that the loneliness is really starting to sink in.
It bums me out even more that i won't find a guy worth anything this summer either.
Every other guy seems like a disappointment compared to Pat.
And anytime i'm ever at a party and get to see him, he always has his gf with him--which makes sense.
I guess i'll keep my head up and hope another good guy comes along or he ends it with her.
I know God's holding out for someone special for me...I just wish he would hurry up and deliver him to me