On the edge

I'm on the edge of crieng
I'm on the edge of falling apart
It's to much for me
I really can't take it

I dare no to speak about it
Don't want to see as a failure
'Coz that's how I see myself
One big failure

I thought I was strong
Strong enough to pull it all together
But the truth is differeng
I ain't going to make it

Nothing's going like it supposed to
And I'm doing nothing
I'm just looking and staring
And let it all happen

One day soon, I will break
I will break to a million pieces
And this time I won't make it
This time it will really break me

Just like I thought it would
One day I would breake
And about a few days I will
And if I fall I won't stand up...