One Tear Away…

All I hear is myself crying…
I hate that sound…
I hate that feeling…
All I’m doing is hurting myself…
But I cant stop it…

All what everybody’s doing…
Is being mad at me…
Just 4 one stupid answer…
It’s like everything I say…
Is coming out sooo fucking wrong…
It wasn’t meant 2 hurt someone feelings…

My tears are dropping…
“drop, drop”
For the million time I messed it up 4 myself…
Everything I trying 2 explain comes out wrong 2…
I’m afraid 2 say what I think because I know
I’m going 2 ruing it…
Tears are falling much stronger…
My head hurts of thinking so much…

Sex with one person can mean so much…
Maybe it was wrong…I don’t understand…

Ohw god help me…

I just failed again to let a river of tear slide away…
For the million time…
All I ask for forgiveness…I don’t 2 fight with no person…
I just want my rest…I just need some space…
Some explain 2 give…

20 jul 2005 - bewerkt op 20 jul 2005 - meld ongepast verhaal

LadyLana, vrouw, 37 jaar

Clienniej woensdag 20 juli 2005 00:54
Take some rest. You're not obligated to explain everything to anyone. If you always stay true to yourself, everything will turn out fine. Just have patience and try to see the sun shining instead of the rain falling.
Give yourself some credit, cause your not so bad as you think. You're a lovely person with a beautiful soul, you only have to believe you are.
Phoenix woensdag 20 juli 2005 03:54
Now there's a thought..

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