when i write that i have no purpose
and that i need a purpose just to feel something
this is not what i ment
though i am gratefull and working again
this is not what i had in mind
but the blame is welcome
you should not have done this for me
i was looking more for a monsterous purpose in life
but i can't be ungratefull can i ?
thanks, and GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER
just kidding.