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I know. I'm not the prettiest girl, or pretty girl that you would actually date. Yeah, I'm weird and quiet. I would change for you cause that shows how much I care. But I won't. Cause isn't the reason why you fall for someone is because you like them as who you are? Well. I wouldn't know. I'm still young, still making mistakes and learning from it. Making regrets and keeping a distance from people. Till I found out that I might be living here for the rest of my high school year. I'm trying to keep a good reputation. I'm trying to survive and get out of this school alive. Trying not to get hurt mentally and physically. There's a lot of fights here in this high school. Then again, there always is. But mostly I know that I'm not pretty. I remember the first time we saw each other. I was completely stupid around you. I thought you would be a nice guy but then again you just another Alex, another Alfani, another, Hunter. Why am I so stupid falling for another jerk who is just going to play with my heart when I gave it to you. And then you'll be with another girl another second. I"m kind of glad and disappointed that you changed your mind about not asking me. Was it because I wasn't going to the dance? or were you actually going to ask you currently ex-girlfriend? Did you date her cause you found out I was "taken"? Honestly I just made my friend say that because I needed to pay attention to school, to my future. You know I always thought that I would find my future husband in this high school. Then again this is reality and you know REALITY ALWAYS SCREWS ME OVER. Literally. Sorry to break this to you guys but Disney really screwed us over. I mean really, How could Gabriella get Troy? or Candace and Jeremy? and the princess really? Aladdin and Jasmine together? Her falling for a street rat? But that's the magic of television. None of it is real. I think. My opinion doesn't really matter. I was just saying. Sorry its a long entry.....