Scared to Love

Hello there people..I just wanted to share to you my story.

Well, as you all know, I still don't have a boyfriend, well it is okay with me because if they really like to court me, they should be willing to wait until I graduate. But sad to say, my type is foreigner, I don't know either. But I like them more than the guys here in our country.

Speaking of Foreigner, if you read my other entries here,we usually chat on FB and Skype. We've known each other for almost 6-7 years but we haven't seen each other yet.

I had this dream once, His mother and him came to our country for a visit. I'm speechless. I told him about the dream and he said "or only me in a few months? ". What?! Oh no, what will I tell to my parents? They are strict especially to guys, and they would be really strict when they found out about this. My mom already know about me having him as my friend, I don't know what my dad's reaction.

Yes, I am scared of everything. I'm scared yet happy if he will really come visit me. I'm scared to my parents. I'm scared for myself. I'm scared of what will happen.

How can I stop being scared?
Is this the time we should see each other?