Again I've got this feeling
'Bout wanting to die
But it's different than before
It feels different
First I felt the pain
I couldn't handle
First I was afraid
For everyone and everything
But now I want to die
'Coz I'm just very tired
Of the way I'm living
And the way I act
I can't concentrate on anything
And don't want to concentrate on anything
My mind is tired, My body is tired
So let me lie on the ground
I want to lay and never stand up
Want to feel the pain I can cause to myself
Want to see the blood
But I can't
I know I have to carry on
Have to try to make my life work
But I'm so tired,
So bloody tired....