slaap je al ?
het is net een nieuwe dag, een nieuw jaar
zes en een half uur
en ik wil naar bed
zat te denken
wel een okee begin
beetje dronken
toen weer genuchterd
nu weer iets aangeschoten
en alleen
like that is some thing new
no it is not
there was no plan nor future
for me that spelled togetherness
nor do i think it will come
ever
i can only pray
and leave it in to the hands of others
at this moment i realy don't care
i have been putting myself down again
i have been beating myself back to a low
just to be sure
i would not get high
higher than i can handle alone
as if i could not handle it
i could
but i fear
the fall would be harder
i frighten myself with evil thoughts
thoughts that would hurt if they were true
but even thinking them
makes me less comfortable in life
and there is no one
who will say
"HEEEY stupid, quit that, your lying to your self again"
there is no one here
i am without any supervision
and i think i should sleep
before these thoughts run me down
i feel like shit
guess that would be
the lonelyness and booze
the sadness
of knowing
nothing at all
should i have told you
or was it better this way
i don't know
who can say
i trust you did
and that all is well
because it sure is enough
that i fell
i need some sleep
when there is no love
and is there
because i can't feel
anything
cold and heartless
i have become
the first hours
of the new day of the new year
i want to love
but i think i am falling again
down and out
with you in my heart
on my mind
and alone
i miss you
i should have told you
"i love you"
sleep well
or good morning
what ever it will be
i hope you feel fine
even after this
depressing piece
of a drunk low life
zes en een half uur
en ik wil naar bed
zat te denken
wel een okee begin
beetje dronken
toen weer genuchterd
nu weer iets aangeschoten
en alleen
like that is some thing new
no it is not
there was no plan nor future
for me that spelled togetherness
nor do i think it will come
ever
i can only pray
and leave it in to the hands of others
at this moment i realy don't care
i have been putting myself down again
i have been beating myself back to a low
just to be sure
i would not get high
higher than i can handle alone
as if i could not handle it
i could
but i fear
the fall would be harder
i frighten myself with evil thoughts
thoughts that would hurt if they were true
but even thinking them
makes me less comfortable in life
and there is no one
who will say
"HEEEY stupid, quit that, your lying to your self again"
there is no one here
i am without any supervision
and i think i should sleep
before these thoughts run me down
i feel like shit
guess that would be
the lonelyness and booze
the sadness
of knowing
nothing at all
should i have told you
or was it better this way
i don't know
who can say
i trust you did
and that all is well
because it sure is enough
that i fell
i need some sleep
when there is no love
and is there
because i can't feel
anything
cold and heartless
i have become
the first hours
of the new day of the new year
i want to love
but i think i am falling again
down and out
with you in my heart
on my mind
and alone
i miss you
i should have told you
"i love you"
sleep well
or good morning
what ever it will be
i hope you feel fine
even after this
depressing piece
of a drunk low life
01 jan 2005
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