so many beautiful things...

Got up early, found something's missing my only name.No one else sees but I got stuck,and soon forever came. Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing's changed. Who am I this time, where's my name.I guess it crept away. No one's calling for me at the door. And unpredictable won't bother anymore. And silently gets harder to ignore. Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see. What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me. Just let it go, what now can never be. I forgot that I might see, So many beautful things. I forgot that I might need, to find out what life could bring. Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility. Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling this trace of blame. Frozen still I thought I could stop, now who's gonna wait. No one's calling for me at the door. and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore. look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.just let it go, what now can never be.

so many beautiful things...
Now what do I do can I change my mind did I think things through. It was once my life
it was my life at one time...


Liefs Eddi

ladyE, vrouw, 35 jaar

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