lately, I'm not quite myself
maybe I do need some help
it's just my confusion
I trust my delusions
don't you regret you met me
I'll go through these steps to get me
back to where we start
before I fall apart
if I could blackout it'd become so clear
standing face to face with everything I fear
I watch so closely but still I don't see.
as bad as it seems a piece of mind I'd steel
in ordinary life the consequence is real
I'm past the point of reality