story how the world came to be

back in the day
he listend
watched the world unfold
untold the secret of creation
he knew better

he was fearful
every one was looking at him
like he could change it all
and he did, just as they did
they asked for a place
with stuff and undesired things
that was, they asked in their body language
in their voices they spoke of great things, but never ment it
cause when he asked
they came up with lies about their dealings
and so he thought
body show feelings
and he gave what they asked,
too young to understand
to inexperianced
wise enough to realize most were there to take advantage of him
but he shut out all
cause well life just works that way

they asked for more
and so they got war
that is how they got more
in the past, and so in the future
but later
when he saw
he was dispized
he hated him self
recreated himself
only to make the mistakes
made before
all over again
and again

once you are this far
the thoughts become
and words may look innocent
but far from fact
when guilt is realized with in the premis of betrail
he got banned
he got exciled
for their peace and quite greed
they shut him out for their ignorance
and when he thought he could get back
he found a dead end street

a silent cry can be heard in the songs
in the love of those with open eyes
even the atheist look for the saviour
and he realizes
he could have been
should have been
refused to be
and can not get back
due to the lack of love and respect
due to the lack of life
the lack of trust
they fear him more than they fear their endless lust

while all he did
was give them what they craved
how could he be so stupid

and now they want him out or they want him back
but what ever it is, they fail to see
what ever he can do
it is not how they want it to be
he is tired of the blame
yet filled with shame
filled with discust
mistrust
cause you betrayed him
you betrayed your self
and some of you are to young to realize
you have been brought up that way
dumb fucked and stupid

and if you ever meet him
you will know
the limitless potential
if only
there was enough love
enough trust
and some magic
to end the tragic pathetic

he believes
in a better world
but sees the other one
the one he fears
cause all he got in return were tears

trying to love
trying to get back
but once you see the world
and the pieces that made it
you know he never faked it.

it rains, god must be here
close by, feeling healing
the sadness of a boy unseen.