The Love Of My Life. Or His Best Friend/My Friend?
I have known Cyr forever now, though he lives in South Carolina, and I don't, we are getting kinda... distant is an emotional sense.
I love him I know I do, and he said, or, used to say that he loves me too, but I don't know, and then there is Levi, I don't like him but as a friend, a best friend.
I met him through Cyr 'cause they were friends, but now they say they aren't really because of something about how I told Levi something (we talk on the phone all the time, though I have never even heard Cyrs voice
) that apareanly Cyr didn't want me to tell him.
Anyways, I think that Cyr is mad at me for still talking to him. (I am about to call him right now)
And Cyr can be a bit... mean.
He doesn't do it on purpose, he just... speaks whatever he thinks...
When he first saw a pic of me, he didn't know I was acting like someone I wasn't at that day, and he was telling me how he hates my style and how ugly I am... It hurt, he hurts me a lot like saying how he loves these other girls that are so beautiful, and how he wishes that someone pretty would love him.
but I still love him I think, unless I am just in love with the idea of loving him?
He kept talking about how his ex girl friend is mean to him, and how he misses her. But how mean she is.
so this is EXACTLY what happened. (Start from bottom, I am "jeffhardyblock", he is "Finalfantasy"
Finalfantasy00:
take that back, she's nice
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On 11/15/2011 at 5:32 AM Jeffhardyblock wrote:
): I am sorry. She isn't good enough for you if she is mean to you.
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On 11/14/2011 at 4:10 PM finalfantasy00 wrote:
not likely. she still meanie. ):
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On 11/9/2011 at 6:08 AM Jeffhardyblock wrote:
Does she want you back?
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On 11/2/2011 at 2:18 PM finalfantasy00 wrote:
mary and i are talking again.
I love him I know I do, and he said, or, used to say that he loves me too, but I don't know, and then there is Levi, I don't like him but as a friend, a best friend.
I met him through Cyr 'cause they were friends, but now they say they aren't really because of something about how I told Levi something (we talk on the phone all the time, though I have never even heard Cyrs voice
) that apareanly Cyr didn't want me to tell him.Anyways, I think that Cyr is mad at me for still talking to him. (I am about to call him right now)
And Cyr can be a bit... mean.
He doesn't do it on purpose, he just... speaks whatever he thinks...
When he first saw a pic of me, he didn't know I was acting like someone I wasn't at that day, and he was telling me how he hates my style and how ugly I am... It hurt, he hurts me a lot like saying how he loves these other girls that are so beautiful, and how he wishes that someone pretty would love him.
but I still love him I think, unless I am just in love with the idea of loving him?
He kept talking about how his ex girl friend is mean to him, and how he misses her. But how mean she is.
so this is EXACTLY what happened. (Start from bottom, I am "jeffhardyblock", he is "Finalfantasy"
Finalfantasy00:
take that back, she's nice
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On 11/15/2011 at 5:32 AM Jeffhardyblock wrote:
): I am sorry. She isn't good enough for you if she is mean to you.
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On 11/14/2011 at 4:10 PM finalfantasy00 wrote:
not likely. she still meanie. ):
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On 11/9/2011 at 6:08 AM Jeffhardyblock wrote:
Does she want you back?
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On 11/2/2011 at 2:18 PM finalfantasy00 wrote:
mary and i are talking again.
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