why do I all want to die why cant I see there are peopol peopol who love me all I want now is to be death but i'm to fucking scared to scared to die but scared of life aswell all these peopol who talk talk about happyness talk about bright sides i am just one in a million the black sheep of the world there are peopol all around me but still i am alone why the fuck do I live like that wish I was a death man but i'm to scared to make my wish come truth so i will live on lonely as i am lonely as i sould be maby thats the hard truth maby that is wath i make of it i don't even care enymore they onlything i can think about right now is death