tomorrow im getting evaluated to see if im cured enough to become an outpatient. Lord help me...this place will be the end of me V.V ... Yesterday i almost got stabbed in the lung im so scared i havent left my room for anything, not even to eat. So they started feeding me from the whole in the door at my padded jail cell(personal room ha ya right V.V ) ..i have these horrible reoccuring dreams that i get only a step outside of this hell then i die. Is that bad? :/ lord PLEASE HELP ME!!! D: i dont want to spend another day in this hell </333