wake up

i woke up
feel misserable
going back to work
work
there are more important things in life

i wonder how long this will take
if i am going to break
this feeling

i think
can not stop
i sink
deep where there is no bottom to drop

i shut you out
i shut myself in
like always i fuck up
never can finish
what i begin

isolate and save you
from myself

i shake
tremble on my chair
i ruin all i got
this is life
it never seems fair

this feeling
it sucks
but then again
i think i have treated you like drugs

leave me dead and drunk
don't think of the depth i have sunk
leave me dead and wasted
leave me
like you left so many times

every one i love
will leave
and when i wake up
i know
i left

to isolate me
and save you from myself

maybe
i was blind
i am blind
can't see
the forest through the trees
can't be
the one
who can enjoy
a moment of fun

go with out remorse
i can only lie
i can only die
i can not fly
go and be happy
i can not
and all i do
is hate
this happyness
in you

i woke up
i fucked up
i left you
and my heart is dead
dead inside
i am
dead inside

i never wanted this to happen
but i know and knew
nothing can last
if it is attached to me
go be free
get rid of me

know it is not you
know you done nothing wrong
know i fucked up
all along

i wake up
dead inside
try to hide
and save you
from myself

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