wake up jess just wake up :'(

been up at the hospital waiting for jess to wake up all i can do is just sit there and its killing me inside :'X all i wanta is just cry i keep finding myself thinking that shes gone...but i have to take grip of what happened this morning and be logical. She cant be gone. She simply cant. I refuse to bleave it. I wanta think about how much were gonna laugh after this and laugh about how stupid she was for trying. the doctors said that she shuld be awake anywere from 5 mins from now to 2 days. So far i dont plan on leaving her side for a min i stayed and held her hand when they gave her the stitches as she came in and out of consiouness. 120 stitches later they put her in the medical comma bcuz she woke up and tried to pull out the life support tubes. She is my best friend and god if you welcome her into ur kingdom then u better be ready for another visitor cuz ill be a comin. The nurses came in and just told me to go home and i said that im not leaving her side for a min and she snarled at me with a phhht and stomped out of the room. They dont understand...no one does. you cant just leave a friend no matter how much you try. theres the invisible connection that lets you go no where without them. I pray to god jess can hear me. Just wake up jess wake up