wanna get to know me?
there a lot of people who think that they know me, but they don't
yes, they know my actions. not my thoughts.
not that i want anyone to really know me, i would probably scare them anyway.
the point with me is that ( i know it sounds weird because i'm just 15 but) i know myself. i would never have to "go looking for me". i know what i can and can't do. i know what i want, i know what i need. i know myself. Jes it's unbelievable blah blah blah...
the thing why (if i know myself) my life isn't perfect... i think i like attention to match...
Jes that's not wrong i know. it's just really irritating... like if some guy gives me the attention i want to get i fall completely in love. just for that moment of course or maybe a day or two. but not much longer. and that is not honest for that guy in question. (not that he would probably wanted me anyway)
i just fell in love twice in my life. maybe even much for a 15 years old girl d:
and if i say i fell in love i really did. like in:'i'll catch a grenade for you.'
serious!
one guy i loved way to long: from the third class till the 8 class.
and the second guy not that long i guess something like a year.
they broke my heart exactly the same way: they stopped talking to me
with no reason even if you ask they don't know where you're talking about
yes that herds it really does
if i could change it i would have made a fight.
but it's not different
i'm still me
i always will
i know i couldn't have done it any different that would just not be me....
this is not really shocking, but it's not everything you can know about me but it's something. d:
xxx
yes, they know my actions. not my thoughts.
not that i want anyone to really know me, i would probably scare them anyway.
the point with me is that ( i know it sounds weird because i'm just 15 but) i know myself. i would never have to "go looking for me". i know what i can and can't do. i know what i want, i know what i need. i know myself. Jes it's unbelievable blah blah blah...
the thing why (if i know myself) my life isn't perfect... i think i like attention to match...
Jes that's not wrong i know. it's just really irritating... like if some guy gives me the attention i want to get i fall completely in love. just for that moment of course or maybe a day or two. but not much longer. and that is not honest for that guy in question. (not that he would probably wanted me anyway)
i just fell in love twice in my life. maybe even much for a 15 years old girl d:
and if i say i fell in love i really did. like in:'i'll catch a grenade for you.'
serious!
one guy i loved way to long: from the third class till the 8 class.
and the second guy not that long i guess something like a year.
they broke my heart exactly the same way: they stopped talking to me
with no reason even if you ask they don't know where you're talking about
yes that herds it really does
if i could change it i would have made a fight.
but it's not different
i'm still me
i always will
i know i couldn't have done it any different that would just not be me....
this is not really shocking, but it's not everything you can know about me but it's something. d:
xxx
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