want to kill, and one day i will

wat ik soms lees
wat ik soms lees



DOET ME BIJNA KOTSEN

niet omdat het de persoon is die iets schrijft of weet ik het
maar om de beschrijvingen en de beelden die ik bij die beschrijvingen zie
hoe ik voel wat en hoor wat er staat

en ik denk
denk
ahauw
AAAAHHHHH
GRRRRRRR

sssssssstt
kill

all i want
just to kill

and to hear
what the writers think them selfs
i realize

if only i did not have so much compassion
if only i saved my anger the last time
i now would go
and kill
with a smile on my face
kill those that are
sooo BAD
so cruel
so horrible
and i know
they do not deserve my compassion
my understanding

but even that i can think of
and makeas me sick to my stomach

i just want to kill something after reading things like that
kill all the fucking world around the writer that does not deseerve to live
in my eyes
they do not deseve my compassion
my compassion for the writer
you

it is that which keeps me clear of killing
but how long
will i keep this up

my shit-list is growing
and i know it will continue untill the day
that i cross the line
untill i see the green-light

i will go off
one day
but it is a question when
how
where and who
will be in my path
and get killed over something
they don't even realize
when they see
the one who brings them
salvation
set them free
from sin
when they see, me !

i just wanna kill now
just kill

fucking assholes
fucked up wasted excuses for human beings
without any sence of honor and dignity
love and compassion

i want to kill
NOW !
gemeen
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