We're all Sadists

Through the years of my life
l saw a lot of darkness
I was screaming
I was fighting
A lonely soul caught in this industrial world
My thoughts were dark...
Like the rainclouds above me
Everything is changing....
Warm feelings that i had
Are now lost...
Maybe once they will return
As someone will give them to me
But that's only a illusion
Because we're all sadists....